Wednesday, August 24, 2011

To My Future Husband

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I wish I know what you are doing now; I wish I can also have a glimpse of who you are. I wonder how you look like; I wonder how sweet your smile is and how expressive your eyes are.

I don't even know why I am writing this now. Perhaps because my heart is grieving and that somehow, I'm wishing you were here to comfort me and say that everything will be fine. I'm wishing that somehow, you were here to hug me and assure me that tomorrow will be a different day. God said that He will give me the man who will complement my dreams. He said that the right man will run the race with me and share every vision that He placed in my heart. I don't know if we already met before and I don't even know how long will I have to wait before I meet you but know that I shall prepare myself until you come.

Maybe God is preparing the two of us so that when the right time comes, we'll make the best love story ever. I can only imagine what you're doing now. Is He speaking to you at this moment like how He is speaking to me? Do you also think of me like how I am thinking of you?

I love you and I want to love you more each day. I don't care if I have never seen you before or if we already met each other; what matters is you're God's best for me. When God will finally introduce you to me, I'd love to see how you would react. Will you hug me? Will you smile at me and shake hands with me? Will we pray together and thank God that our moment has finally come? All these may just be dreams now but I will always anticipate the realization of all these.
Don't worry, wherever you are, I'll take care of myself. I will practice each day to be the woman that you deserve. I will preserve myself until you come. I will guard my thoughts so that whenever I feel like you're no longer coming, I won't do anything that will lead me farther from you.

Do you know that I am not a good cook? I only know few recipes but one day, I'll learn how to cook the best food for you. I will be a woman of honor so that when you come, you will be proud of me.

I know that God is likewise working on you now. He's preparing you to be the best man for me; the man who will be the last person to make me cry and the man who will strengthen me when I'm at my weakest. You will be the man who will write me letters and give me flowers unexpectedly because I really love surprises. You will be the man who will tell me that I am beautiful despite all my imperfections. You will be the man who will look at me like I'm the only girl in the world. In your eyes, I will see how much you love me and how much you would want to stop the ticking of the clock just so you can be with me.

I understand that you will never be perfect but remember that I will always be here to support you. We will complement each other's weaknesses and we will support each other until we overcome the problem. I will have my flaws and you will have yours but it will never lessen the love I feel for you.

I really hope I can meet you soon but I won't rush. When my heart is ready to love again; when it no longer remembers the pain of the past and when it no longer cries over the things that were done, then maybe we can start our own story. My heart is filled with so much anticipation for you. In God's perfect time, we will meet. By then, we are both ready to take life anew and share in all the goodness and pains that it offers. I shall be your strength and you shall be my shield.

I hope you always take care of yourself. I believe that God is watching over you and that He is making you more and more like Him. I love you, I love you and I love you my beloved.


With so much love,


Your future wife:)