We’re pained, we’re broken, we’re
almost naked but we’re not dead. We are
fighting!
This
is the Filipino spirit. I’ve seen this in the families I’ve talked to, and I
have heard these lines from the many parents who still manage to smile despite
their losses.
Typhoon Haiyan undeniably
brought devastation in its most gruesome face. I can tell you hundreds of these
stories. Being part of the communications team, I get the chance to talk to
people, listen to mothers cry, empathize with fathers’ fears, and feel for
children who are adjusting.
Pain has many ugly faces, and
listening to these is emotionally exhausting. But in the ugliness of pain also
comes the beauty of love that gives birth to hope.
I’m still astounded.
I wish I could adequately describe the
smiles of the people during relief distributions. When they see the relief
packs, not even the click of a camera can capture the glow in their eyes. More
than the material things, the thought that people from all over the world
remembered them gives them joy. Because love, especially from
strangers, has the power to rebuild and to strengthen. In this I see hope.
I wish my words could be enough to
show how children in World Vision’s Child-Friendly Spaces(CFS) run toward the
volunteer facilitators, how their eyes grow big when they see the toys, art
materials, and other items included in the CFS kits. I enjoy watching as they
eagerly share their drawings and heartily laugh with every activity given to
them. No matter how tired I may be, their
giggles make me smile. There’s something in these little ones that relaxes the
whole of me. When they smile, my heart melts. In them, I see hope.
And this life in the field. It is
never easy. The travel time from a covered area to the command center is 1.5 to
four hours, and that means waking up earlier than usual. And just when
everyone’s ready with the distribution list, the scarcity in supplies comes to
play. And we get frustrated at times because we know how badly the community
needs the relief goods.
But some things are beyond our
control, so we go with Plan B. When you see the needs of the people, you give yourself
no other option but to do whatever you can to fast-track the distribution.
I still smile every time I remember
how we make each other laugh when all these things happen. We remember how a
staff member unknowingly said to an elderly person, “Who will carry you?”
instead of “Who will carry your goods?” The old woman laughed and we all
laughed. That blooper took all our tiredness away. It also amazes me how we
push each other, not just because we want to achieve our targets, but because
we care about the people who are already hungry. That is love, and in that, I see hope.
We’re not leaving the people by themselves. As a team, we’ll be there for them.
I won’t forget the “English is on”
mode. World Vision colleagues from different countries have come to the
Philippines to help in the response, and it is amazing to see people of
different nationalities come together for one cause. It reminds me that the
Philippines is part of a bigger picture, that this is not just the plight of
Filipinos. The whole world is with us. I see hope.
As a humanitarian worker, I know I did
not just give. I also received: from their smiles, from their embraces, from
their strength, from their relentless spirit. To the players behind this, to
the donors and sponsors who never got tired of giving, to the
colleagues in the warehouse, to the programming team, to the spiritual
warriors, to the children who never failed to make me smile, and to the mothers
and fathers who bravely face this trial, hope may not be something tangible,
but I do feel it.
I hope that my words are enough to
tell the world, even when they cannot personally see how things operate in the
field, how blessed Filipinos felt. We were never left alone. Typhoon Haiyan may
have brought us the worst scenario one could ever imagine, but it also revealed
the best in humanity: In this battle, we became each other’s miracle.
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